I curse thee, my love…

My love…

You sat me broken and wounded… You sat me alone and scared…
You sat me in the dark, on a chair…You sat me in the corner, in the rain.
You left me tied up in chains… You left me gasping for air.
You left me desperate… whispering prayers…

You left me without faith.

You stabbed me, with a vengeance. You viciously ripped my soul apart.
You poisoned my purified blood streams. You contaminated my poor heart.
You shook my soul and scattered my pride. You made sure you  had won…
You had to make sure you triumphed. You had to make sure i was done.

There’s so much i want to say to you. So many questions why.
Why cant you stop yourself, from hiding behind your blinds.
I wish you could face me, and then face the world alone..
and realize you are nothing, but a fading story that’s been told.

You remind me of the desert, a deathly field of gold.
You remind me of a fire, coaxing innocence from the cold.
I think of you and shudder… I worry for myself.
I wonder how many other fools, were mislead by your stealth.

I will never forgive you. I will never forget.
I will pray for a shadow, to wait for your death.
I will conjure the genies, from the depths of the earth.
I will guide them to you, inform them of your dues.
They will wait for you silently, in the dark,
When the red lamp in your room is quietly sparked.
They will hover above you, preventing the light,
To ever reach you and help you survive.
They will walk with you, every step of the way.
They will make sure you forever remain a stray.

RD (c)

 
N.B. May the gods forgive me, for being so cruel… This is not who i am…. I am not a monstrous ghoul…
But my faith has been taken, and i am alone… Left gasping for air, left screaming in the cold.
I am screaming for justice, I am screaming for more. I am waiting for a miracle, to help me grow.

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